i have never moved/packed so much as i have in the past year. i'm moving out of my apartment tomorrow. part of me is excited simply because i'm going to have my own room. another part is going to miss living in the city. especially my nightly walks with the skyscrapers guiding me home. i won't be 3 blocks from my thinking spot in the embarcadero anymore, but it's all going to work out for the best. i'll be in the city at the beginning of each week, and i even have a second home here. i'll also be saving money!i started watching the new season of the biggest loser. there is a girl on there who reminds me of myself.. she is also roughly around my own weight, and has a similar body shape. she also used to play sports, and says she feels like everyone tells her, "you're so pretty, but ......" as cheesy as this sounds, i want to use her journey on the show as inspiration to help me continue to lose weight. i have lost quite a bit of weight since '09 started.. it just keeps being redistributed oddly, so it doesn't actually look like it. all of my pants fit looser, my peacoat that wouldn't button all the way can now button! the scale says i've lost 25 pounds, roughly. the number seems bigger than what it actually feels like, but i wouldn't doubt if i've gained a lot of muscle because of all this walking i've done over summer.
fuck yeah, fall!

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