currently loving:

- the commute for school (surprisingly)
- rachel and zena's new apartment/duplex
- the anticipation for tegan and sara's new album
- having a lock on my door
- cute andro eye-candy in my color and design class
- chevelle (i think every year i go through an "omg, i love chevelle" phase.)
- the idea of my new tattoo/starting my half sleeve
- being utterly happy despite everything that has happened
- my class schedule this semester (one class a day, two days a week.. and some online courses)
- my industrial is completely healed. like completely, completely. ha.
- possibly getting my nose pierced?

i feel an incredible change brewing. i can't express how excited i am about life right now. i am so amped for my parents and brother and their new journey to kansas city. as sad as i was at first, i'm just so unbelievably happy for them now. they leave tomorrowwwww! i'm also thrilled to have met rachel and zena's new roommate, grace. we talked for a bit while rachel and zena were out, and she seems so awesome. i love that their apartment is going to be like a second home for me. a lot of stressful shit has happened in the last month.. beginning with the bullshit from a 'friend' and ending with me driving kevin's car around the corner (literally) and taking a turn too soon and fucking up 2 of his rims and tires. but it's officially october, and i think i'm ready for anything at this point.