I get lost in instrumental music

Amazing.

I'm moving again on Sunday. Tomorrow is my only day off (aside from Christmas) 'til then, so I plan on packing up most of my room. I'm hoping to also head to my storage unit and grab some boxes to go through, but we'll see what time permits. I'm crossing my fingers that this will be the last time I move until September/October '10.

I feel lonely a lot lately.

Spring '10 classes

-Mondays: 830am-250pm Design of the Built Environment A
(soooo excited to have an actual design class after 2 semesters without one)
-Wednesdays: 12pm-620pm Building Construction
(ughhhdsdjsdkskdsd. more drafting...)
-Thursdays: 12pm-620pm Color Rendering Techniques
(have a feeling this will kick my ass, but I'm excited to improve my rendering skills)
-Online: Narrative Storytelling
(SO EXCITED!)

I have 3 six hour classes! D: Last Spring, I had 2 six hour classes and wanted to kill myself! Hahaha hopefully since I won't be in the dorms, and not going through such weird shit, I'll be able to handle it a lot better.

Well...

The only way I can forgive you is if you apologize (and talk to me) first. Jussayin'.

are you alright, can you get me off your mind?

Words cannot express how much I love this cover. I think it's a hundred times better than the original. Dan's vocals with Tegan's in the background sound so great together. I kind of wish they could do a side project, I would be all over that.

I have this vision, which I know sounds dumb, of how I want my social life to be. But everything is keeping me from letting it happen. There are so many words I want to (and possibly NEED to) say, but I have very little trust left inside of me. Sad thing is, no one I currently talk to did anything to not have my trust. I'm fighting to overcome it, but it's so hard. I was ripped open and read like a book, quite literally. It's pretty tough to try and get back up from that one. Little by little. I think I can, I think I can, I think I can...